In this document I have tried to explain
when and where my calling towards ministry in the SICM has come from and what
my calling and faith means to me, also I have explored what inspires me to want
to seek ordination as a Reverend.
Ever since I came out as an openly gay
teenager at the age of fifteen I knew there was a purpose to my being here on
earth, I knew why the lord our god had placed me and I quickly set about living
my life first as a passionate supporter and activist of human rights and equality
for everyone no matter what race, belief, orientation they maybe all people in
my view were to be and deserved to be seen as equal which is the way our father
would have wanted things to be.
I lived my teenage years fighting for one
cause or another and then I found religion. I have always been spiritual and
believed that we are put here for a reason but wasn’t entirely sure how to
follow up these thoughts and feelings let alone know what I was being called
upon to do. To me I was just like every other teenager a little rebellious at
times but hand on heart who wasn’t.
It wasn’t till the death of my first actual
boyfriend that I explored my actual spiritual feelings and thoughts which I am
now guessing all these years later was the start of a calling but back then in
hindsight I didn’t realize this. Friends came and went in and out of my life
like busboys do in restaurants. I soon realized my political side to me spurred
on by the belief I could make a difference in what I was doing at the age of 25
I started to consider my political views but it was to be a long journey
lasting a further 2 years.
All the time throughout the two years I was
aware of my spirituality and started to discover what I believed and what I
wanted to do, I never really followed it up though until some very close
friends of mine started to develop illnesses which led to their time on the
lord’s earth being ended. It was recently that a very very close friend and
soul mate passed away and it started me thinking and considering my calling in
his memory.
I feel my purpose hasn’t changed at all if
anything the calling has become clearer and stronger to the point whereby its
undeniable therefore I started to become a regular attendee at a local church
and now feel I am ready for a journey along the path of becoming firstly an
ordinand working towards being a Reverend.
My calling to Ministry would be firstly to
work with Homeless Teenagers and secondly working with Homeless youth’s that
identify as part of the LGBT community. In fact my calling to Ministry is to
support anyone and everyone who is in need of spiritual guidance.
I hope by writing this I have explained a
bit about me as a person and as a potential Reverend.